There's a sign outside the window
of the room where I get my tea:
New
Coming Soon
Countdown
I am wearing my poker face
when I hear the news:
gossip
innuendo
I smile and nod,
but keep my feelings safe
from prying eyes.
It's all a charade, you know.
They don't just come,
but also go.
And so I don my mask,
paint my lips,
and style my hair.
Blend in.
Camouflage
There is Ginseng in my cup,
red ink on my hands.
Outside: blue screen of death.
This is my day, writ large.
And when the clock strikes
and it's all over
(tea and sly asides)
papers crumpled in bins
(do not shred)
I descend the staircase,
step by step.
Outside, my glasses fog
in summer's heat.
4 comments:
How misleading signs can be...i love the tumble down of revelations..the sadness...the things unsaid...is she blind..or not seen...maybe both...
August 10, 2014 at 4:11 AMThe camouflage of the mundane will hide you every time. Broad smiles, outlandish clothes, distinctive voices, petulant behavior will result in an accurate identikit. I like the parallel example of your glasses fogging causing you to be blind too.
August 10, 2014 at 5:38 AMI feel this too. Wonderfully well written. Thank you.
August 11, 2014 at 10:46 AMThe blue screen of death is haunting me right now, but I could use some camouflage. Am I really the only curly haired blonde in the country?
August 11, 2014 at 11:27 AMPost a Comment