Locked into identity:
sacred
secret
softly
secret
softly
Who knew such a little thing
could be so integral,
and its absence
color things sour,
tint everything gray,
and tip the world
asunder?
(disjointed)
(seams showing)
nothing fits together
Thinking avails us nothing,
for there are no answers here,
only a strange unmapped world
and a self
no longer synchronized:
out of synch
out of kilter
out of mind
out of synch
out of kilter
out of mind
If I can't understand
the little blasted bits
around me,
I have no chance
of putting it back together
(All the king's horses and all the king's men.)
and my only hope
is time's tincture:
slow
drip
painful
drop
trickling into the abyss
of a cubist artwork life