Friend of my youth,
mainstay of my best years,
soon to be my betrayer.
How daunting is the thought of your departure!
Commonsense says
turn away;
cut the knot,
lean on less ephemeral friends.
But who am I without you?
Decades of:
validation
adoration
fastidious cultivation of this relation,
which made me raise my chin with confidence
because you were by my side.
How could I leave you before it’s time?
Instead I cling to you
with the intensity of a drowning man
who thinks he cannot swim.
Oh, I could be too clever,
learn to find my own way
in the dark;
lean on truer truths
and teach myself to be strong.
But not yet. Not now.
I will whisper incantations
while I rouge my cheeks
and my
pat my coiffure into place.
Then I will take your hand
and beg you let me eat
of the apple
all the days of my life.
This is a Three Word Wednesday post.