I have posted a new Steal Tomorrow story: Madame Midnight
Tabula Rasa
I would be a blank slate,
stripped of memory,
(stripped of you)
my thoughts wiped clean
with
a little discernment.
Rid of recollection,
no need to fear
the sticks and stones
that break my bones
break my heart
break my mind;
remembrances that polarize
and become identity
all too soon
(not soon enough)
Perhaps I'll cast my lot with
sinners
or selflessly side with angels.
More likely I'll put a posey in my
pocket,
clench a clover in my fist,
and hope for the best.
So take me to the river of forgetting.
Build the bonfire high.
Tonight I'll cast remembrance
to the flames,
to the flames,
and after mark my face
Paramnesiac
In my heart.
On my mind.
The you I wish you were.
How many years
can fantasies live?
They need special feeding, you know.
Obsessions
Confessions
Expressions
of something
good as gold,
but not as bright;
something
that isn't love.
We crossed a line
(double-crossed)
played the game
at any cost,
ignored the signs
and miners' birds.
They're here to sing, not die.
Our minds are now oceans apart.
(older, hopefully wiser)
(older, hopefully wiser)
The illusions of youth
weren't yours to give
or mine to keep,
and so I did my best
to give them up.
to give them up.
But even after
the fuss and fury,
the vows broken,
and promises whispered
in empty rooms,
the you I wish you were
still lives on my heart
and in my mind.
This was written for The Sunday Whirl.
This was written for The Sunday Whirl.
Saint
Quirky, troublesome saint,
thrust into my life by circumstance.
Edge of madness.
Edge of life.
Existing on a knife blade
where we slip and fall.
All the kings horses
and all the kings men.
Cut your wrists.
Cut and run.
Cut your teeth on structure.
Plant hope in shifting sands.
Plant hope in shifting sands.
Put everything in its in place:
Order from confusion.
All the best saints first know pain.
Order from confusion.
All the best saints first know pain.
Answer the dreams
of the fortunate few
of the fortunate few
while searching the soul's pasture
for signals.
for signals.
Every meandering trail
ends in a dismal spot.
ends in a dismal spot.
All roads lead to now.
We didn't need a crystal ball
to know where this would end:
(tablets ropes bullets)
They broke your locks
for one last time,
and you rose on the fifth day.Canonized: perfect at last.
The young get hagiographies.
Mythologies.
Doxologies.
You're an unreliable specialty saint
who will not answer prayers.
But you left some useful memos. This was written for The Sunday Whirl and Sunday Scribblings 2.
Legend
Should I let things stay unspoken
and in silence turn away?
As you say.
As you wish.
Clasp cold fingers
across my lips
and dare me not to speak.
But I invoke your name,
pray to you
But I invoke your name,
pray to you
in troubled times.
I kneel before your altar
and read your tattered works.
I do as you would do,
but not as you have done.
I kneel before your altar
and read your tattered works.
I do as you would do,
but not as you have done.
You would have me
bury your memory,
and scour your footprints clean.
But instead I trace the etchings,
take my knife
and carve them deep.
Unforgettable.
Oh mad genius,
you are legend.
En memoria de VAM, falleció 4 marzo 2014.
En memoria de VAM, falleció 4 marzo 2014.
New Flash Fiction
I have posted a new Steal Tomorrow story. This is part of the City News flash fiction offshoot: Collector.
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