Each fever runs its course:
white heat,
unquenchable,
unquenchable,
unrivaled.
No quick healing here,
No quick healing here,
just an endless grind:
ground down
blunted
broken
hunted
haunted
and plenty of
obsession.
Cast into the desert,
stung and sweating,
searching for something
(to hold onto)
searching for someone
(with an answer)
but in response,
the dismal quartet of words:
It's not my job.
It's not my job.
No one can help you here.
So I watch the time
tick away,
each additional second
a further weight to bear.
Longing for escape
is only natural,
for the fever burns,
consumes
conflates
conflagrates
and contains no answers.
Today i am made of little pieces,
tied together with twine.


